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And may you ever read this
Somehow what keeps me going
is what holds me back
My intentions to keep on living
is to once say my apologies
For I'm sorry, but shame is what kills me
so for whomever reads this
And knows it's theirs to read
I'll do my best to thrive, and hope you will too
I can never say sorry again
and somewhere I miss you
I didn't want to be angry back then
I've walked with this weight for so long
We're both guilty, but where you could
I never said what I wanted to
Unforgiving my heart once broke
and now we're nearly eight years later
It still weighs heavy
the patches won't heal it
it's still broken, always broken
I've lived on but never moved on
Your ghost haunting me
the words you said to me, coming clean
Why was I so angry, shocked
why didn't I think?!
I hope some day you'll be happy
be the one who's truly lucky
Find yourself the life you deserve
I miss your smile
I still have a single picture of you
somewhere, tucked away safely
it reminds me of my biggest mistake
of what might have been, if I
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What does it take to be a man?
What mountain do I have to climb?
What ocean do I have to swim?
How far must I walk?
What is a man?
A person aged to a degree in which
he can no longer be defined as a boy?
What is a man?
Is he a person of magnitude?
Is he a person of strength
Is he a person of free will and deeds of good?
What is a man?
Is he a person with a family?
A pretty wife and kids
Nice home and car?
Is he a person of respect?
Or simply a person of time
My father is a man,
Not a great one
But a man of respect
A man of integrity and time
A man of freewill
A man who will protect and kill
And a man of death
Will I be such a man?
Will I be such a great man?
What would it take to be such a man?
Do we have to go through Hell
and come out unbroken?
If so, a man I am
What does it take to be a man
What does it take?
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vanilla - sirigrace
i am such a stupid girl,
but you told me from the start that you weren't like those other guys who fuck around with peoples hearts.
oh, what are you doing now?
you've left me here out to drown.
and you're not talking to me and it makes everything worse.
and the silence eats away at every thought, and i thought i'd be the first
girl to treat you right, but you chose the girl who fucked you over too many times.
vanilla, is it sweet to the taste?
she's a liar and a cheat, just look into her face.
and you chose that over me? convenience over destiny?
i thought you were mine, but i was wrong this time.
like the stupid girl i am i still have hope for you and me
and this was probably all a lie but you ment everything to me.
did you mean anything you said? are you a boy that i made up in my head?
i hope you're happy now with the decisions that you've made.
i was gonna say "i love you" but i'll take it to the grave.
have your fun being foolish, see how far it gets you.
vanilla, is it sweet to t
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Heart broken
Why does love hurt so bad.
I can't believe it happened
I loved him a lot
and he goes and breaks my heart
I'm done, done dating
at least for now till
i find the right guy.
I thought he was the one
but then he turns around
and says it was all a lie
Now i cry every day and night
because he's the only one i'll ever love.
I still love him even though
he put me through this pain.
Heartbreaks hurt
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the right thing to do...
you know when you meet someone and you trust all they say and after a wile they start promissing you things, then they tell you they love you. then a little wile later they breake all the promisses along with your heart?
then someone else comes along and your all "wow this is great he cares alot" then you realize that hes acting no different than the persion who broke your heart,there promisses and your trust of love.
so you stop feeling towards them like you wish you would have done befor...
is that the right thing to do?
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Stop
Be careful what you do
You never know what people might think
Think about your actions
You may think it's good for you
But step outside your bubble
Think about your friend
What will he think?
What about your girlfriend?
What will she think?
Will they follow
Could you deal with that
Before you take a step
Before you pop another
Think about them
Think about who you're hurting
Think about how much they care
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Am I Bad?
What do I do
When I flirt with you
And I flirt with them
You are the rose and they are the stem
But how do I let you know
That you are the one that lets me glow
Am I bad
That even though you make me glad
I still feel the earge to flirt with others
The thought of being this bad makes me shudders
Just know that despite my wrong
This one song
Is to let you know how I feel
With you It's all real
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Is it Love?
When I see your smile
My soul is cleansed of all that is vile
I feel out of breath as though I ran a mile
My heart beats
As I feel the heat
Grow in my cheeks
My legs begin to feel numb and weak
When I see your eyes
I thank the Lord that they are on no other guys
I see everthing as pure and without lies
My palms grow wet
Nervous they accumilate sweat
Is this a dream or reality
When I see your lips
My body begins to get a grip
I let a mumble slip
Please give me one long kiss
There would be nothing more perfect than this
Is it love
Are you my angel from above
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Fragile Little Flower
I only wanted to be loved
But I got hurt instead
You took out my heart
And broke it into pieces
Then gave it back to me
You left like it was nothing
That you didnt break me into pieces
And that you never loved me in the first place
I just wanted your love
But I got your hate instead
So I'll watch you leave
As I sit on the floor
While rivers of tears
Fall from my eyes
Because of my stupidity
For trusting another guy
Who I thought would understand
That I'm a fragile little flower
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im comming in the door
Would you still love me, Mom, if I told you what I've done that you don't know about?
Self medication, Self mutilation
Smoking. Partying.
Lying. Stealing. Vandalism.
Swearing, Breaking promises I said I'd keep.
Picking up things I shouldn't read-
I'm one of those kids you want to smack- the ones that are walking down the street and screaming and laughing.
Disrupting your Saturday afternoons.
And yet you still think that I'd never do this to you.
Would you still trust me home alone? Would you still let me go on my own? Would you let me babysit anymore? Have friends? Go to parties?
Confine me to this house, revoke all of my privileged rights, and take me to a shrink if you must. Because I used to be your little baby girl and now I'm not. I'm not that girl anymore.
And I'm enjoying this life I've built up. And I know you want your innocent baby back. But I'm sorry. She's out the window, and I'm coming in the door.
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i promiss
give someone pot
they will smoke it,
give someone beer,
they will drink it
give someone a pillow
they'll lie on it,
give someone a shoulder,
they will cry on it
give me your heart,
ill keep it safe.
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Making believe
Another night,
so dark outside,
What's the difference with within?
I fall asleep,
another dream,
about how lonely I have been.
Wake up again,
the next morning,
thesame feeling deep inside.
Can anybody ever see,
The tears I cry in the night?
Making believe,
living a lie.
They don't know what's deep inside.
Trying to breathe,
(With the) pressure of mine.
And when will it be my time?
With someone to shine, over me.
Another day,
Nothing to say,
so I keep my headphones on.
I go to school,
follow the rules,
without a place to belong.
No one will know,
how low i go,
everytime I look around.
Will anybody ever know,
About the things I don't show?
Making believe,
living a lie.
They don't know what's deep inside.
Trying to breathe,
(With the) pressure of mine.
And when will it be my time?
With someone to shine, over me.
Does someone feel,
as lonely as me.
Looks like i've got friends,
(But) thats a mask that you see.
Try to believe,
There's more in this time,
When will I meet a friend of mine?
Ano
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Somehow what keeps me going
is what holds me back
My intentions to keep on living
is to once say my apologies

For I'm sorry, but shame is what kills me
so for whomever reads this
And knows it's theirs to read
I'll do my best to thrive, and hope you will too

I can never say sorry again
and somewhere I miss you
I didn't want to be angry back then
I've walked with this weight for so long

We're both guilty, but where you could
I never said what I wanted to
Unforgiving my heart once broke
and now we're nearly eight years later

It still weighs heavy
the patches won't heal it
it's still broken, always broken
I've lived on but never moved on

Your ghost haunting me
the words you said to me, coming clean
Why was I so angry, shocked
why didn't I think?!

I hope some day you'll be happy
be the one who's truly lucky
Find yourself the life you deserve
I miss your smile

I still have a single picture of you
somewhere, tucked away safely
it reminds me of my biggest mistake
of what might have been, if I had been smarter

You know who you are
and may you ever read this
which you probably never will
Live, love, succeed. Not for me, but for what I left you with.
A pain neither of us deserved back then, even if we were so young.
Proud mother
Speedpaint of the piece: youtu.be/Qgeuf_fhrmo

I actually sketched up this piece before I started livestreaming it, so there's no pre-work yet. I do however like the simple crosshatching used in it, even if the dragon's anatomy isn't really spot-on. I decided to put in a tiny Cebyr in the foreground to give the sense of scaling and I have built a liking to the guy.

I hope you like the piece and enjoy the video. ^^
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Endless Depths in Autumn
I hope you like it, please check out the speedpaint and leave a like, would help me out a lot: youtu.be/0SaGRjt490s
Check out the linework here: Endless Depths -- Part 1
Colored version, someone suggested making it an autumn-colored piece, so I tried my best adding more browns and yellows through the flat greens. ^^
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Endless Depths -- Part 1
Speedpaint: youtu.be/PifP9MQvdsc
A4-size piece of linework I did to kill the boredom last night, this week you can see the first sketches to the finalized linework, next week I'll be uploading the colored version. I challenged myself to do a piece I had always stuck in my head but never got around to actually work on, either because of lack of skill or because I was busy on something else.

Anyway, Endless Depths shows several natural stone towers connected by some drawbridges. I hope you like it. ^^
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Where she'd be
Another traditional linework piece to challenge myself, speedpaint of this piece available soon. ^^

Hope you like it.
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For the sake of well... Getting myself to continually draw, I started a YT channel for character creation and speedpaints. For now most characters will involve the story I'm writing, letting myself discover them as well and practice my anatomy on a regular basis. :)

www.youtube.com/channel/UCp6QS…

Only two videos so far on it, I'm setting myself up for a character piece every second Friday to not pressure myself too much seeing how little time I have with a fulltime job and having way too many hobbies.
The two characters Cebyr and Grub have already been uploaded and I hope you like them. ^^

Speedpaint -- Cebyr character ref by LortiaMJBSpeedpaint -- Grub character ref by LortiaMJB
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Mike Jimmy
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Netherlands
Freelance artist for digital and traditional art. Sometimes into furry art but mostly in for tattoo designs and big, beautiful scenes that take several weeks to finish up.

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DragonKeeper92 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav!
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raxnae Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the favorite
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13-15-15-14-10-1 Featured By Owner May 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hoe gaat het met je~?

~Tessje
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LortiaMJB Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wel okay, leven is druk en de dagen zijn lang.. Woon weer bij me pa door financiele redenen en k werk nu als leerling stratenmaker 40 uur in de week.. 2 DnD campaigns waar ik druk mee ben en ik krijg steeds meer vraag naar me tekeningen. :)

TL;DR het gaat wel goed, alleen druk. En met jou meid? Heb je niet meer gezien/gesproken sinds CF vorig jaar, ga je trouwens dit jaar weer of niet?
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13-15-15-14-10-1 Featured By Owner May 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
(2DnD campaigns~?)

Mijn leven is ook druk... misschien wel te druk... tja... ik ga binnenkort naar een psycholoog omdat ik heel erg last heb van faalangst.
En dat hele 'faal angst' gebeuren maakt het zoeken naar een stage ook niet makkelijker...
Zit nu in de 2de MBO MediaCollege VRPC en als het even mee zit zal ik volgend jaar de eerst 5 maanden stage lopen.

Het is altijd goed om te horen dat je tekeningen gewild zijn... die van mij zijn dat ook ;) maar daar doe ik niet aan (dat is zo'n 6 uur per tekening)
(ik had een 10 gehad voor een tekening)

Heb je een social media~? (of hoe je dat ook zegt) a.k.a. whatsapp, telegram, facebook...


TL DR~?

Fuck you, ga het lezen xD
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LortiaMJB Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:XD: Ik lees het gerust hoor, maar zoek me maar op Facebook, Mike Jimmy de Bruin. ^^ Je zult me gemakkelijk vinden. En tja... K ben de laatste paar dagen nogal grieperig dus k kan ook niet echt hard werken wat t leven niet veel beter maakt, maja, maandag kan ik me contract tekenen en kan ik weer weg bij me ouders en terug op mezelf :D
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starell Featured By Owner May 23, 2013
:hug: Thank you so very much for faving my story!
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LortiaMJB Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're very welcome :) it was very touching and pretty darn grim too. I loved it :hug:
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starell Featured By Owner May 24, 2013
Aw, :hug:
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minighostalyzza Featured By Owner May 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
haaawjjj sweet housemate <3
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